Lame day.
Finally finished the report I was supposed to pass to Raf yesterday
The hp is still peaceful in the drawer..
I am not sure if it's coz no one's messaging me or
if the reception's screwed again..
but I don't care..
I rather like being unattached to the hp thse days..
YEAHHH gone are the maniacally sms-ing days of yours truly.
I have other maniacal pursuits these days..Haiiiiiiiiiiz.
I been sighing the whole freakin day.
I miss him like crazy and it's pissing me off
Dreams dreams dreams.
What do I want?
I have no idea.
All I know is that ..this is not as easy as it seems.
To actually pretend to be nonchalant while my heart just wants to barge
out of it's dark hiding place &
pull him by the collar and scream ," WHYYYYYYYYYY!!!"
okaaaaaaaay.a tad mental.relax.
As usual listening to my mp3 player
which now is like 75% filled with the glorious funky sounds
of RHCP and the dark indie thumps of John Fru...
my darlings my inspiration..
hahaha yeah so got busy and did a
brand new design..erm would not call it design
actually..more like my creative output..
did a cool frosty one of myself..
and a cool retrofied wallpaper of Fru for
some of my pals..and learnt some new stuff..
I guess I just miss him too bloody much.
Each time a song comes on,I either think of
Fru or him.
Him or Fru.
Fru & Him
Fru and ME
ME and HIM
obsession is such lovely posion for the mind
as I listen to the rain lashing against my windows
I munch on a chocolate..
thinking of Twinny suddenly
Hahahaa...Random.
Oh yeah did major revamping of my friendster details..
This time was very blunt and very frank
Not in the mood to make any new friends
in fact wanted to actually delete off the whole damn thing..
then thought that would really be a pity coz
I have traced many of my old pals thru this lame network..
so yeah let it remain..
but I am deleting off some people..
as in..I have deleted off like 350 people already..
no joke I tell ya!!I'm gonna be more selective from now.
Have to help Clif with his packing..
he's flying off with his friends to Australia tomorrow
Yeah him too!!Flying off!!
I'm gonna be so lonely!!Nobody wants me!!
Boo hoo!!
Nevermind.
I have my John.
*sniff*
This is me,Patricia