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This is me,Patricia
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Be nice & I'll be nicer
I bite bitches
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It's been a cold and wet dayI'm brought down once again by this nagging pain in my abdomenIt seems to happen so frequently nowI'm getting used to the pain now..Just like how the pain in my heart..which was so unbearable at firstNow it's just an old pain..a heavy substance floating inside a bitter creatureHeart.Heart.Heart.I'm blabbering right?Damn.It's this pain.It's not so unbearable yet it's an irritating sensationAn ominous presenceLike it's telling me in a deep,Barry White baritone"Oh yeaaaaah I'm herrrre..but I ain't gonna hurt youuuuuuuu much"hehehe.Weird thought that one.Goodness.My mind has gone to the pigs!Rotting away...dead even!I see it's hopeless to talk seriously here nowAs what I had initially planned to doSo let's see...I'm just gonna randomly writeWithout pausingLet's see what my chain of thoughts can revealHere we go...Been laying low for so long now
I don't even feel normal anymore
It's weird
This sudden desire to be away from the common flock
To mingle with the stars
To be in the other realm
In my mind's eye I'm painfully aware
Of the sneers,the taunts,the wicked looks
The way my dreams crash against cold reality
Still I linger there..adamant
That glowing place
The fine line between now & forever
All I need to do
Is walk to the edge of the world
The world that took all of my love greedily
Drained me of all will & hope
Left me with nothing but cold chillsThen leap off
Leap right off her
Goodbye cold,merciless world
I'm sorry I was ever born unto you
