Alot of things happened today
Lets just say I wasn't feeling very good
Rested but not much..and just went about like a robot
Everything went on as per normal for most of the day
Till as usual there had to be some problem
And I was minding my own business
Till I was called out to the living room
& was asked my opinion on certain decisions
Well..I was a bit puzzled so I asked back why
such decisions were being made coz in my opinion
it wasn't such a good idea.
Then..somehow the other party suddenly got irritated and started raising her voice
I was already tense & irritated.
I just said look,don't come and dicuss with me if this is the way you are gonna raise your voice...and turned back to walk off..well..it didn't stop there.
I had a string of verbal abuse flung after me
I couldn't take it.
Just walked back to my room & started weeping.
I am so tired of being misunderstood.
There's no point fighting back coz everything I say is always misunderstood.
I end up being the baddie.
I have always hated people raising their voices at me.
Even when I used to work in the customer service line..and there was some VIP yelling,I'd stop the person and say in very polite tones that I could only understand what they were saying if they would lower their volume.
So at home..
I find myself unable to defend myself.
Coz there is no support.
Even though the fault is with someone else,others keep silent & hiss at me to be silent too.
I'm so sick of all this.
I haven't even eaten anything the whole damn day & I have no energy to come back with smart ass replies.
Well it's barely 9pm but I guess I'm turning in to bed.
Wanted to watch Incredible Tales at 10pm..but forget it.
My life itself is an incredible tale.
This is me,Patricia