Went down to the library today after such a long time
yeah..
*rolls eyes*
I had a fine of 6 bucks that I had to settle too
So I thought might as well get it done today..
Oh yeah before I forget..
IT'S MAY 6th TODAY!!
It's a very special day bcoz it's on this very day in 2006,that I met my wonderful cousin sis GLASHRYL for the first time..
sooooooo I just wanna say
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY GAL!!!
where's my present ahh?!!!
hahahaha..
it's a looooong story but it's one that we talk about sometimes..
Alot of stuff happened and I can honestly say our lives have never been the same since then..
hey hey..I meant that in a GOOD way ok..LoL
Furthermore May 6 2006 was also the first time I officially voted in a General Election..so it was a very exciting day for me..in the morning it was my first time voting,and in the afternoon,first time seeing Glash!!Of course..it was also the first time that I saw Aunty Shirley too after so many many years..and my only regret is that I wish we had all reunited a looong time back!!
Oh well..better late than never =)
It's been a strange day..
Have anyone of you ever felt completely suffocated..as in mentally?
Like nothing really happened,
and you're just aimlessly strolling through your days &
one fine day suddenly alot of thoughts suddenly scream for attention in your minds?
You panic & try to hit the refresh button but nothing happens and you
just try to escape from the crowds around you..
just to get more breathing space..
and to try to focus?
It happened to me today..
I was..quite literally content..
then suddenly,there was this blankness as I walked up & down the library aisles..
by the time I exited with my books there was this very
low vibe throbbing sensation in my head..
I was smsing Sanjit & he told me I needed to unwind..
That's when I was like..yeah..
I guess so..
I don't know why it happened..I'm better now but..I hope it doesn't happen again..
Coz I don't really know how to explain my thoughts to people around me..and I really feel like I'm headed for a complete meltdown at times..
Gosh..
I scare myself sometimes..honestly
This is me,Patricia