Morning Glory darlings..
Slept early and woke up fresh this morning
Been up and doing chores since then
Just relaxing and sipping chilled guava juice..2 hrs to go before I head out again
Sometimes I think too much..
but actually I don't know why people think that is actually bad?
Thinking is good and bad..
It depends doesn't it?
If you have bad thoughts all the time then well..you need help.
Wanna know what goes thru my mind most of the time?
=)
Well..how shall I put it..
My mind is rarely blank
Rarely.
Even when I'm told to empty my mind..
It turns into this blackboard & there's a chalk that writes..
CLEAR UR MIND CLEAR UR MIND CLEAR UR MIND
HEY LOOK AT MEEEE!!
hahaha..and that's just a simple explanation
Most of the time..
I think about people..and what THEY could be thinking
I think about loved ones..and wonder what makes us click
I think about enemies..and wonder how it's all gonna be
I think alot about music..guitars..musicians..
When I think of music..
I think of my favourite guitar tunes
Which then make me think of..
Bright bright blue skies
Explosions of beautiful colours
Flowing silvers of rapid waters
Beauty
The beauty of an angelic face?
Maybe so
The beauty in the scars of a man,
a survivor of battles..
where each scar tells a story?
The beauty of a new born child
The beauty of a sinner repented
The miracle of love
Sigh..
Even as there is a bittersweet tinge in my heart
Even as I bow my head down,and clasp a hand to the frenzied beating of my heart
Even as I know..that at this very moment..I'm probably not on his mind,as he is in mine..
It does not stop me from dreaming about him
Is there any place in this world..
For people like me?
In this world that is rapidly blackening..
Man abuses Mother Earth..Mother Earth retaliates..
I dream because the world is not as beautiful when I open my eyes..
Why would I wanna look at something that only makes me wanna cry?
Then again..
I think of people that make me cry.
You may laugh at me..
The laughter that rings out and echoes hollowly
I would smile back at you..
The smile that blossoms from the heart of my hearts
How simple is it really?
How complicated is it really?
Am I making any sense?
Does it really matter?
Your education earns you big bucks & respect
Does it answer the deepest questions in your innermost being?
Does it satisfy..your soul?
See..
Just in this post..just in this past 3 minutes..
These are the random thoughts filtering in and out of my mind..
The mind is a beautiful thing..
Allow it to roam free & explore
Capture the essence of whatever makes you smile
We need that so bad.
Now as I listen to Desecration Smile
and sip on my not so chilled juice *yuck*
I'm thinking of Frusciante's eyes..
The sparkle that connects man to guitar
and yes..I can tell you that at the moment..
Screw my broken heart..
Screw the ankle pain..
Screw my sadness..
At the moment..
I'm alive &
the aura around me is glowing..shining..shimmering..
my soul is smiling.
Have a good day ahead loves.
This is me,Patricia