Maybe if our paths had never crossed,
we may not be this miserable today.
Then again..
If I could go back to the past & turn back time,
I know that I would still want to be with you
Even if I had to face all the darkness all over again.
How do I make you see
That you were the only sanity for me,in this mad,materialistic world?
The questions that were asked..
The tears that were shed..
Could you not see that it was all done for love,and nothing less?
There you stand,steadfast in your decision,
that you have done the rightful thing.
How do you have the heart to just crush me,kick me aside & move on?
You have hurt me to the very core with your chilling words.
I cried rivers & rivers for you
I may have asked you for a clue,but you gave me a sentence.
A death sentence.
Did I ever torture you?
Did I not listen to your words?
Have I never ever understood your darkness?
Have I ever pushed you away seeking greener pastures?
Now there's nothing left to be said
You have said all that there is to be said
How much more can I cry?
The game of love..I have never bothered with or understood at all
Now that I'm caught late in the game,I can't get out
Whatever you said,or did doesn't even matter anymore..
All that matters is the fact that you said,the love is gone.
I see you,sitting there smiling
There is nothing I can do now
For I am nothing in your life now
I dare not look into your eyes because I know that I would not look away.
Too many questions left unanswered.
I miss you so much,so much like never before.
I hate you for having the heart to hurt me so badly
Then again I love you more than anything else in the entire world
For all the emotions that I have..
I know you now, have none for me.
That's what's killing me slowly.
You have given up hope,people around me have given up hope
All the hope I'm keeping inside is now turning toxic,
poisoning my soul
Still I hold on.
Coz no matter what you say,
no matter what you WANT to think,
no matter how much you despise me,
You know in your hearts of hearts..
That I would never ever stop loving you
NEVER
This is me,Patricia