Ahh its been some days since I came by here
Well had quite a topsy turvy week actually..
Have been on Facebook quite alot of late
There seems to be so much activities in there to keep a bored soul alive!
As for Friendster..
I'm so sick and freaking tired of them always filtering the HTML codes
which results in my beautiful layouts looking extremely plain & ugly!
If that isn't bad enough..they keep doing their so called upgrading every now and then,yet the damn website is flooded with hackers & viruses!
Not to mention the fact that the server is always super busy or down..which means that I have to click on the refresh button like crazy every time I do some minor editing,or try to reply to the comments & messages my friends leave me..
So damn frustrating.
Well this week so far has been kinda ok..
Didn't do much..
after having an overly emo week prior to this,
I was ready to push my troubles aside & shine on anyways
Its not easy but I guess I'm somehow doing it..
I talk to certain people even though I do not feel like it
I crack jokes..make a fool outta myself to make others laugh
Been loading up on old school rock n roll to keep me on the move
Shane..u'd be so proud of me..hehehe
Well yeah of course..once the music's stopped playing
the memories & questions come flooding back
I've shed enough tears for people who fail to realise the hurt behind the tears
After all I'm used to it..I should have seen this coming
So yeah.
Enough about that for now..
Met up with Koko at Yishun mrt yesterday after soooo long
Went down to Sun Plaza and settled down for a good yakking session
I was ravenous as I had not eaten anything the whole day and it was way past lunchtime
So went looking for something to eat & ended up at the food court at the top level
Koko was thinking that I'd head straight for the chicken rice stall as usual
I was sorely tempted la..but thinking of my diet,I passed by the stall resolutely
I mean yeah I was starving and it was perfectly alright to have a little carbs for lunch but nahhh..I LOOOOVE chicken rice..I would not be able to stop at just one thirds of the rice..
So went walking around & finally decided to have western food.
Yeah yeah I hear you..you're saying,"Western food not fatty meh?"
Well hellllloooooo..I planned to just eat the meat & veggies ok!
Hmph
Well I settled on the chicken chop meal..coz I ALWAYS have fish n chips..so yeah thought of having something else..
Well I know my intention was good,and I really thought this would be a decent meal to have without feeling guilty..
but just look at my lunch..
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!

Perhaps this is very usual for many of you,but I know I felt paiseh
carrying the plate back to my seat which was super far away hahahaha..
The plate was like waaaay larger than the tray itself..
should have known that the MEAL portion would be this large..arrgh
Thankfully Koko decided to share the food with me..coz it looked yummy
So I ate only the chicken & the lettuce,and just 2 lil fries for old times sake
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA..
oh yeah and the egg yolk..which Koko accusingly pointed out that I was in fact eating the chick
Told her to shut up and let me enjoy the yolk.
Hmmph
We smsed & disturbed Mary who was still busy at work..
managed to convince her to join us after work
In the meantime we were so chilled after sitting in the food court for about 2hrs..
We decided to walk out and get some sunlight
Ended up walking to Koko's mum's place which was just opposite Sun Plaza
Haaiz so many memories in that area
In 2002/2003 Koko & I used to always hang out at Sembawang Park & at the area near her block just to chit chat about life.. we usually had some soft drinks & some sinful chocolate to complete the sessions..THOSE were carefree days..the early 20s..fresh from our teenage years..still grasping the meaning of being young adults..
Well anyways..didn't see Koko's mum for ages
It was nice to see her again..she's such a jolly woman..
..oh and of course...
there is another important member in the family..
one that freaked me out since my secondary school days

Meet Koko.
The original Koko..
The nickname was so cute that we christened it upon our darling friend back then
hahaha..which is why we rarely call her by her real name,Ganga..
So this is the original Koko and he is a very nice little doggy..
The photo you see is a recently groomed,furless version
I have nothing against him..
just that...
IM TERRIFIED OF DOGGGGGIIIESSS!!!
Everytime I go to a friend's place I sit very stiffly when the pet dog checks me out..
y'know..all the sniffing & wagging of tails ..and panting..
urrghhh...animal lovers pls don't hate me..
I'm more terrified of them then they are of me!!
This time Koko was very excited..he kept running around my feet & watching me intently..in fact there was so much of eye contact as he looked up at me..I didn't know what to do!!
I just smiled weakly..gave a little flutter of a wave and said.."hiiiiiiiii"
he replied by furiously wagging his tail
My friend's mum said that he was asking to be petted..
I tried..I soooooooooo very much tried..to bring my hand forward..
but quickly withdrew my hand at the last moment..
*shudder*
scared laaaa.
and I also didn't want him to suddenly stand up & place his paws on my knees..
Like thissss..
He once did that to me when I was alone in the living room
and I nearly trembled & cried!!
hahhaha aiyooo I know its bad but I'm just freaked out!
As u can see.. this little doggie is very curious..
always wants to know whats happening
Especially cute when he responds to the mum when she sweet talks to him in Tamil..
Even I can't understand Tamil properly and the doggie can..
*hangs head down in shame*
anyways after a while he got bored of us and proceeded to ignore our endless chatter &
snooze near the doorway
One by one the entire household started returning from work..
Been ages since I saw them..
Mary came around 7pm and we all sampled the mum's crispy fried chicken..
it was yummy indeed!
Drat this diet..sigh.
We sat around talking for a while..had a lot of fun laughing
Left around 8pm..as Koko had to head back to her place before her hubby got back,and I was supposed to meet my mum to head down to cousin Eve's place..which was also around the area..
The girls spoke to my mum for a while before all of us went our separate ways for the night..
Mum & I went to Eve's place for a short while then since both of us were too tired to walk all the ay back to the MRT station,we took bus service 859 back to Yishun..
Sooo it was a good day for me..to be with my best buddies in an environment that evoked lots of fond memories..
Was damn exhausted by the time I got home..and the weather..omg..the weather is seriously screwed up..I have been drinking lots of water..
well..lots more than usual anyways..
yet manage to wake up in the middle of the might feeling dehydrated
Thought I'd sleep early since I was so tired out..ended up yakking on the phone with Sanjit..and yeah teasing him non-stop..(he calls in bullying..whateverrrr)
Poor guy managed to get off the hook at 3am...
I still could not sleep the weather was THAT bad!
After tossing & turning..got up and out of bed..
Sigh
Some things never change.
Ok its really late now..
Still have some stuff to complete..
Before I go..
I promised my darling Twinny that I'd show her something
You see..I was bored & was randomly
staring at the E Entertainment channel
when they featured the life story of a popular Hollywood actress..
For some reason I just kept watching even though I wasn't a big fan
As they went back to the past photos of this actress..
I realized with a start..
that she actually looked like someone I knew!
I mean the current look of this actress is kinda slightly different now..
when she was much younger she looked like ..
very very very much like..
my dear Twinny!!!

SEEEEE??? its young Jennifer Aniston vs current Twinny
OMFG
I'm extremely sure Twinny would have looked like her in the 80s
if she had long straight hair!!!
Now that I am done..
I shall await for the slaughter by Twinny
Till then..
Au Revoir darlings