Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong.
I swear that is one of the most awesome songs ever..
Foo Fighters rock..and Dave Grohl..
HE IS MY HERO!
Had a rather rough weekend..
I rather not discuss it
It had been raining practically the entire day
Woke up like a zombie and honestly..
I just felt like crawling somewhere deep & never coming out again
That's how crappy I felt
Met up with Sanjit in the later part of the evening
Just had drinks then headed back home
I tried my best to be my normal self
It's just too hard
So I've retreated to my room
Listening to my comfort music
I don't like this heavy hearted feeling
I wanna be like how I was before
That..i think is easier said than done
So much worries in my head
It's like one after another
Never ending flow of hiccups
I'm so tired of being misunderstood
I been thru that kinda shit my whole damn life
I'm 27..going on 28 but I feel weak & vulnerable now
Nothing..ABSOLUTELY nothing is stable in my life
The worst thing is..
I'm not panicking or reacting..
Just suddenly numb & expecting the worst
WHY AM I ALWAYS LEFT IN THE DARK?
No matter how I try to pull myself out of the darkness
The glorious rays of sunlight always just within my reach
Just barely..almost there..
Then i get sucked back into this..this..vortex of pain & misery again
You think I like this?
You think I'm enjoying this?
You think I like to come in here & grumble away?
Well I don't!!
There's just nothing happy to talk about for now ok?
I'm supposed to meet some people
I'm supposed to return calls to some people
I have not been doing anything..I'm sorry
Please don't take it personally..
My system is temporarily screwed up!
Ok..i thought I'd feel better after ranting in here..but..
I feel worse now!
So yeah well..I need more music relief..
Here..
For music lovers..
For true rock lovers..
For the awesome fans of Dave Grohl & The Foo Fighters..
Here's the acoustic version of Everlong..
(IF i ever get married,i want this song to be played!!!)
This is me,Patricia