Arrrgghh can't seem to sleep again..and its a cold cold night..
Was kinda unwell so had a really traumatising Monday..
Came home n slumped infront of the computer again
sheesh
What a life I lead
Sometimes its no fun having NO commitments
Was chatting with Sanjit online for some time..
Somehow after exchanging some music videos,we stumbled on to the topic of ..The End of The World.
Sigh.
We were discussing several issues and contemplating even to the extent of guessing the possible candidates that could turn out to be the anti-Christ...
The topic stretched on till almost 3am and poor Sanjit finally had to log off to get some sleep..I was really bombarding the poor guy with tons of questions hahaha..
BUT
I wasn't satisfied yet
So I went on to read and investigate..its all very interesting actually because there are SO MANY points of view!!
I guess you guys know by now the next doomsday prediction is for 2012..
The first thing I thought when I read about 2012 was...
YEAAAHHH RITE.
However..SEVERAL documentaries later..I started getting a bit gloomy.
So many theories..so many prophecies..the Bible..Nostradamus..Scientology..the last war on Earth
Yes as a follower of Christ I have reflected on the Revelations in the Bible..
but WHAT i realllly wanted to know now,was not the end of the world from a Christian's point of view,but the end of the world from a universal point of view..so people who are reading this,please do not ask me to go and read the Bible again I know what needs to be done ok?Just that sometimes we have to ask questions..
Cool?
So..lets see...2012
I would be a grand old lady of 32
God knows if I'd be married with kids or still crazily goofing off
Now I feel like crap
It suddenly hit me that IF the world does really come to an end in the near future..I really do not have much to show for in my life..and when you think about it..if everything is gonna come to a standstill..then why bother at all ..rite?Why should I work and save up money?
Why should I diet & exercise?
Why should I fall in love and get married?
Why should I have kids?
Why should I bother..when everything is gonna go BOOM!!!
at that very moment I hated everyone my age who have already done all of the above
Then I relaxed.
I closed the YouTube page I was viewing & walked to the window to quietly reflect.
I think...my curiosity is gone.
I don't wanna know about Doomsday now.
After all..its all words by MEN
I still wanna experience so many things in life..
I will just follow my heart and live then when the time comes ,die happily knowing that I never spent a single day hesitating to celebrate life.
SOOOOO my dear friends..you see..its so easy to be brainwashed & affected by what you see and hear around you..but always remember..in the end,you have to be answerable to yourself..not to others..
Gosh..I'm gonna have to tell Sanjit that we're never gonna open up this topic again..
One thing I sure know..if anyone out there thinks that we are facing our last days on Earth..this should be a good time to IMPROVE on your life..and not go around be a moping pessimist..
I'm not gonna post up any links here for the prophecies & info shows coz if you're a deep thinker like me..you're bound to pull your hair out asking questions..for which there are no ready answers...
If you just wanna check them out for fun..just go to YouTube and type in stuff like 2012, or anti-Christ..and yeah you should be able to dig up some interesting stuff..
Phew....
I really talk alot,don't I?
Oh and by the way
The part about hating people my age..
Who are already happily married with kids & their dream jobs & homes..
Yeah..you people..
I STILL DO HATE YOU
YOU SUCK!!!
Au revoir my sweets..
This is me,Patricia