Saturday & I am feeling blue
Don't ask me why...I'll get around to that LATER
Anyways Twinny smsed me last night to catch this malay horror movie on Suria..
I had to pry the rest of the family members away from their daily dosage of Tamil soap operas or mega serials or whatever crap u call 'em things..
The movie was called..erm..wait lemme try to recall..ahh yeahh..Jangan Pandang Belakang
I think it roughly translates to Don't Turn Back or something to that effect..I dunno much Malay having only picked it up here n there from my malay friends at my old workplace..
The movie looked very interesting..the opening itself focused on an exorcism ritual by a bomoh..
Thankfully mum was around to translate some stuff for me..
Oooh the movie was good...it really freaked me out at certain scenes..
Would have been power if had English subtitles but oh well good enough I guess.
It's just started raining & I have got this bout of flu suddenly
Yeah..itchy throat and nose and sneezing every 3 minutes
Was supposed to go to for sunset Mass with Eve but she didn't call me yet
Guess I won't be going after all
Let's talk about anger..
I have been wondering..
Which is better
Is it better to immediately let your anger show & thrash things out then and there?
OR
Is it better to put up a cool front & swallow the anger for that moment so as to avoid blowing up the matter?
I am genuinely confused..
When I feel annoyed and let my anger show,I fear that people may portray me as hot tempered & impatient.
On the other hand,when I control my temper and try to continue as if I'm unaffected..sooner or later the anger builds up and THEN I end up saying MORE than I'm supposed to.
Sigh..
I must say that over the past month I have been sticking to my resolve to be more optimistic & patient
Each time I feel anger rising in me I swallow back the sharp words on the tip of my tongue & turn the entire scenario into a joke..but now I'm slowly starting to fray at the edges I think..
Hahaha well ok whatever rite?
Im fine.
Just a little sad at some stuff but well I'll just wait and see how things turn out..
Wish I didn't sound so dismal
Gah...wanna sneeze again..
Ciao
This is me,Patricia