Had a long tiring day
My feet aches worse than ever
Coupled with stomach cramps
Mental stress
Slept at 5am woke up at 6.30am
I feel so weary to the point where I don't wanna think about anything or anyone anymore
Spending so much money on so much useless stuff
Arrghhh I need to start controlling my bad habits
I love to be in the company of my buddies yet these days I just crave solitude
Told mum off this morning
Gosh ..these people keep picking on my words
I can't say anything RANDOMLY
I'm 27..surely I know my rights from wrongs yeah?
If they are not commenting on my choice of profession,they're commenting about my lack of interest to get hitched
I'm really sick and FREAKING tired
Yes I know that we all need a family to love & to nurture responsibilty in ourselves
but come on I AM STILL TRYING TO SURVIVE AS A SINGLE YOUNG WOMAN
I don't need extra responsibilties till I'm READY
I don't appreciate people asking me if I ''HAVE SOMEONE IN MIND''
I may and I may not BUT I feel that its none of anybody else's business
Its not as if I'm staying out late nights or having some kinda happening lifestyle
Damn.
I always thought that I'm most at peace at home,or in the areas surrounding my home
These days I just wanna go away
Far far away..the further the better
This is me,Patricia