Saturday again .
Am supposed to go out with my close friend for dinner tonight but somehow things cropped up on my side and I have had to postpone it.Well I feel bad about it coz I was kinda lookin forward to it..but then things at home were making me irritated..and mum kept giving me errands to run so..I lost my mood.Pffft.
What a way to start the weekend.
I used to be a very emotional person..the slightest hurt would bring a tear to my eye..but these days Im controlling my emotions.
Yes I STILL am emotional but Im learning to hide my emotions once again.I find that its better to withdraw into the darkness sometimes rather than fighting it out all the way.It does help u know..to a certain extent..
So here I am sitting here unblinkingly typing this post as my mum's verbal bullets bounce off my invisible shield...
FOCUSFOCUSFOCUS
I am not weak.I will NOT be hurt by your words.I have come a long way & Im not about to crumble and fall now.
This is me,Patricia